Black-mail

They’ve, blackmailed, Emergis (a centre, for mental health, where I’m now), to give. me some medication, so my blood brain barrier, would be, broken. There is, hidden that these drugs particles, inadequate, my blood brain barrier, would break. So, my blood brain barrier, was destroyed. It’s, about, Seroquel, Dipamperon, Remeron, Diazepam. They (jill) have dit, it again. I refused, my medication. Actually, it won’t, help. I’ve hidden, it has, consequences, for my, blood-brain-barrier. Thyamin, isn’t necessary. For what? Normally, you’ll get, thyamin, if you, drunk, a lot of alcohol. One day, I was, addicted, to benzodiazepines. Now they, quited the thyamin, & started with vitamin d. I should, get vitamin d3. Namely, I didn’t, went outside, for an outrageous period, of time. 

My benzodiazepine did, became smaller, & smaller, because, I went, to Emergis, for my, benzodiazepine-addiction. I was, incredibly ill, as well, mentally. That’s over, there’s nothing wrong, with my, mental health. As well, not any-more, with my, intelligence. When I, woke up, out of come, I was, suddenly, not that clever, any-more. I relearned, the alphabet. When, I did, that, I was, fed up, with it, so I’ve hidden, I wasn’t, that clever, any-more.

Now, I’m the smartest, girl, ever. I’ve hidden, that I, wasn’t, that smart, any-more. So I haven’t, the intelligence, I always had. On Earth, was, during the order, my intelligence, hidden. As well, the fact that I’m not, naïve, was hidden. The meaning, was, that they, would think, it was, safe, to tell, me every-thing.

What doesn't, destroy me, makes me, stronger.  


Tuddels Sandrina,

 Will be continued......
     Was signed,
       Her Royal Highness,
          The Princess,
                 Sandrina.